✝Torn✝

A daunting truth embedded so deeply
For turn of events I invocate with all earnest.
Recalling all that’s of you who were so true
Where streams of memories begin to flood in.

Entrapped in web of unending quandaries
No longer sure of how much more I can hold.
Yet no longer do I want to this way
Hoping to dispense everything that’s within.

With the natural fall of your delicate caress
So mesmerize I was losing myself in this illusion.
Snuggling into the warmth of your embrace
All qualms that lie ahead seem to fade away.

By transitory semblance of the authenticity
My heart pains upon your falsifiability.
In such a propinquity of time
Onset of fear consumes me from inside out.

Yet by the certitude of the very existence
So uncontainable my heart burst into gladness.
With all my heart I yearn to lavish upon
When I know you will seek for me.

✝Chrono✝

It’s not the nights I have to bear
It’s not the days I have to serve
By time I wait while I am lost
It’s the weight of sin I bore.

The ones I love but fail to care
By time I know I’m in a loss
Upon my heart are these seals
That’s trapped within a hardened shell.

Hiding a shame I’ll never tell
But enter this shell, a grain of sand
Layered coatings of lessons learned
Reflections of guilt so crystal-clear.

A new found grace polished with love
Radiating within such patience avows
Smeared by ink of the past
A beautiful pearl as black as sin.

In fear of lightning and thunder
A promise of rain follows next
For every loss, a hidden gain
Faith and promise: remedies of pain.

So to my Lord I sincerely repent
To all my love I’ll make amends
With all I am laying at your feet
All my iniquities my faults.

✝Awaited One✝

A wreath of light around the leeway
A necklace of diamond around the structure
No one has ever doubt You would but
None knew how You could fulfill Your Promise.

The same Light that encompasses Your face
Was too radiating from Your hands of warmth.
The magnificence that I always long to see
Now bursting through Your very dainty skin.

When You have made a star in its nature
Our words roared in awe of You.
When You brought deliverance to Your servants
Our tongue are simply flown with praise.

Lifting the darkness of all mysteries
Enchanted we are before Your very Presence.
Your resounding splendor I behold deeply
Can You hear my supreme wholesome desire?

Yet for once I did not know what to express
So much that as if a muzzle has covered it up.
Asphyxiating me up was the overwhelming toil
Hoping this junction of journey will cease in no time.

✝Affection✝

I’ve decided to post this up since taking a break from all the toil of doing projects even at such late hours. This was written in a much different manner as compared to the past few ones because was just helping someone with some inspiration-cracking, so this was kinda formed upon inspiration and randomness as I give a lending hand. Enjoy.

"Your gentleness your charm taken me over
My spirit relished when it’s just you and me.
Intrigued my senses was your warm presence
Causing me to be head over heels for you.

Taking a solitary stroll along the streets of town
A deep rooted part of my mind elicits longing for you.
Just as how stars are needed to light the sky
Your presence your embrace in my dawn and dusk.

Fully immerse in your promised love
Nonchalant I am of what I was.
Savoring the taste of your sweetness
So abandoned I am to that heavenly dream.

Through the tranquility of aimless sauntering
An extrinsic truth slowly finds its worth.
For you alone I have predilection for
Pledging never to take a step back from you.

With changes I warped my perspective of you
Yet as you draw near anticipation harness within me.
Yielding the long awaited fruit of our affection
So thrust into I lost myself in the world of you."

✝'Packaged' Smile✝

Evening slowly approach
In the inky darkness I no longer see.
A sudden urge to make a wish -
A wish on a reachable falling star.

Always racing against time
It has gotten me so breathless.
With all that was expected
Hoping to just take a step back.

Let your ray constantly shine
‘Coz I’m afraid the shadow will darken.
As penetrative as it can be
Let it not expand within me.

Standing in such cold rain
Will you just wash this painful dream away?
A small hand clenching yours
Hold on me tightly as you would.

Wrapping all grieves in a package of smiles
It doesn’t always appear the way it seems.
In this embrace when everything seems bleak
Can I send you my message of tears?

✝Day by Day✝

With the sight of lightning
And the call of thunder;
When all seems to be as calm as it is
It has once again showed its ‘face.’

What I once wish I could forget
Was gradually progressing; But
When an uncalled truth was revealed
It has gotten all messed up.

At such hours of life
When serenity just fills the air;
The blinded reality has broken it all
Leaving behind only affliction.

Hating myself for feeling this way
I wish I had never known;
In midst of such a painful wrestle
Will you release me from such bondage?

✝Memories✝

Through the demanding pursuit of life
There is no room to even catch a breath.
In such meaningless hours
I find myself growing even wearier.

Stumbling upon the past
Finding myself taken captive by it.
As tears fall uncontrollably
I wish so hard that time could stand still.

Just as I had forgotten all that it is
Your call of departure came.
Once again pricking upon my heart
Was your reviving presence.

Hoping to erase every single spot
Wishing all is just a dream.
Yet realizing it cannot be so
Knowing that this can’t be anymore real.