With the sight of lightning
And the call of thunder;
When all seems to be as calm as it is
It has once again showed its ‘face.’
Was gradually progressing; But
When an uncalled truth was revealed
It has gotten all messed up.
When serenity just fills the air;
The blinded reality has broken it all
Leaving behind only affliction.
I wish I had never known;
In midst of such a painful wrestle
Will you release me from such bondage?
Through the demanding pursuit of life
There is no room to even catch a breath.
In such meaningless hours
I find myself growing even wearier.
Finding myself taken captive by it.
As tears fall uncontrollably
I wish so hard that time could stand still.
Your call of departure came.
Once again pricking upon my heart
Was your reviving presence.
Wishing all is just a dream.
Yet realizing it cannot be so
Knowing that this can’t be anymore real.
Through all those times
Trust is what I’ve learnt.
Yet when a different story was told
From the mouth of one I trust
I’m no longer sure anymore.
Believing in what was given.
Yet all was totally shattered
With just a mere single line;
Has everything been too beautiful, too perfect?
That all could have been so as said.
But a hard knock of the truth
Has broken all that ‘fantasy’
One that I’m starting to doubt.
When starting all over again was decided.
Yet trying to erase that spoken truth
Was ‘the’ care and assurance;
Making me fall back to where I once was.
That I may leave that state of confusion.
As much as I wanted to give my belief
I realized I couldn’t
Can I still lean fully on this impression I once had?
Hoping for an answer but I found none.
Lost and disappointment was all I could feel
Yet letting You go I’m reluctant to.
During this time when You don’t reveal.
Knowing Your response don’t determine Your reality
But help my heart not grow cold as time passes.
Will You assure me of backing me up?
Hoping for Your light to be shone
As I continue to stand trusting in You.
No doubts der may b other possibilities to tis question; Tis is jux one of e many possibilities.
Derived a few tings:
- God’s nt gonna leave us alone.
- God’s nt gonna let us bear beyond what we can bear.
- God’s sure gonna back us up
- Testing of our heart quality is inevitable
- All we needa do is prob jux 2 walk obediently in His Plan, trust Him accordin 2 His pace; God’ll surely reveal e life mystery.
- Thou waitin is a tough/tedious process, but it sure moulds our character & at e same time discover more of ourselves.
Der4, my question is, how are you gonna respond to such?
Under your lead
We soar for God;
Under your undying support
We claim back what’s rightfully ours
As we stand fighting against the dark;
Journey is tedious
And seas may roar
But there’s always a reason
Each day for you to laugh.
With a spirit of love
You fully committed your life;
This journey with God
Has just begun
And the best in you
Have yet to unleash;
Anointed by the inspiring Touch
From no one else but the Holy one;
Fly towards the higher sky
For He said
You’re His
