✝Recollection✝

Passage of time we walked through ever since
Until then when question could no long hold.
When all transparency was shattered into pieces
As honesty and concerns left me battling within.

Ever praying to break through that heart’s door
Persisting from distance that caused so much strain.
Just when the clock strikes for all to let go
Once again imprisoned I am in this confession.

Little did I know I’m not alone in this race
Foolishly I thought I was on the one-sided track.
Yet things took a turn and never the same again
Leaving behind roadblocks of fears and uncertainties.

Recalling painful past of the broken trust
Creeping in slowly with no support of future: fear.
Experience of bygone will you forgive me?
Element to cross the barrier over to you is chrono.

With no guarantee of what’s coming our way
Yet clinging onto it I still want to place my faith.
Despite one and only conclusive outcome
Embrace of assurance become such a necessity.

Through the ray of light that penetrates so
Where all true feelings revealed caress covered
The strength the truth of your profession
All will be apparent through the test of time.

Couldn’t see how next step would be like
So afraid I am what’s left is just hurt.
Was all just like a shifting shadow of amore
Or one that will sustain on deliberate effort?