✝Wait✝

Alone I spent under the gleam of that moonlight
Eyes gazed upon adoring the ever twinkling ‘faces’.
Through the tranquility of such cloudy night
In expectancy I wait for the coming of your presence.

With what you’ve yet fully comprehend I believe
Thoughts of such has long linger in this mind.
As vivid flashbacks’ running through the mind
So afraid I am with all possible brokenness on you.

Life in paradise of beauty I’ve long stayed
Perhaps it’s prime for reality check I should.
What’s racing within so much I wish to voice
Unbearably I know its impossibilities ‘coz I can’t.

Regrets deeply set for all doubts incurred
In you I’ve caused all fears and anxieties.
Yet with every tinge of patience and care
You embraced them with such delicate words.

A bona fide statement of your very heart
Enthralling me was your undying presence.
Reminiscing moments of all sizes and flavors
Gratitude fills me for all acceptance poured.

When shimmer of hope has made its way
How I wish all things could just remain dormant.
But with blind oblivion of time that halts not
I no longer knew how brutal that truth will be.

✝Recollection✝

Passage of time we walked through ever since
Until then when question could no long hold.
When all transparency was shattered into pieces
As honesty and concerns left me battling within.

Ever praying to break through that heart’s door
Persisting from distance that caused so much strain.
Just when the clock strikes for all to let go
Once again imprisoned I am in this confession.

Little did I know I’m not alone in this race
Foolishly I thought I was on the one-sided track.
Yet things took a turn and never the same again
Leaving behind roadblocks of fears and uncertainties.

Recalling painful past of the broken trust
Creeping in slowly with no support of future: fear.
Experience of bygone will you forgive me?
Element to cross the barrier over to you is chrono.

With no guarantee of what’s coming our way
Yet clinging onto it I still want to place my faith.
Despite one and only conclusive outcome
Embrace of assurance become such a necessity.

Through the ray of light that penetrates so
Where all true feelings revealed caress covered
The strength the truth of your profession
All will be apparent through the test of time.

Couldn’t see how next step would be like
So afraid I am what’s left is just hurt.
Was all just like a shifting shadow of amore
Or one that will sustain on deliberate effort?

✝Torn✝

A daunting truth embedded so deeply
For turn of events I invocate with all earnest.
Recalling all that’s of you who were so true
Where streams of memories begin to flood in.

Entrapped in web of unending quandaries
No longer sure of how much more I can hold.
Yet no longer do I want to this way
Hoping to dispense everything that’s within.

With the natural fall of your delicate caress
So mesmerize I was losing myself in this illusion.
Snuggling into the warmth of your embrace
All qualms that lie ahead seem to fade away.

By transitory semblance of the authenticity
My heart pains upon your falsifiability.
In such a propinquity of time
Onset of fear consumes me from inside out.

Yet by the certitude of the very existence
So uncontainable my heart burst into gladness.
With all my heart I yearn to lavish upon
When I know you will seek for me.

✝Chrono✝

It’s not the nights I have to bear
It’s not the days I have to serve
By time I wait while I am lost
It’s the weight of sin I bore.

The ones I love but fail to care
By time I know I’m in a loss
Upon my heart are these seals
That’s trapped within a hardened shell.

Hiding a shame I’ll never tell
But enter this shell, a grain of sand
Layered coatings of lessons learned
Reflections of guilt so crystal-clear.

A new found grace polished with love
Radiating within such patience avows
Smeared by ink of the past
A beautiful pearl as black as sin.

In fear of lightning and thunder
A promise of rain follows next
For every loss, a hidden gain
Faith and promise: remedies of pain.

So to my Lord I sincerely repent
To all my love I’ll make amends
With all I am laying at your feet
All my iniquities my faults.

✝Awaited One✝

A wreath of light around the leeway
A necklace of diamond around the structure
No one has ever doubt You would but
None knew how You could fulfill Your Promise.

The same Light that encompasses Your face
Was too radiating from Your hands of warmth.
The magnificence that I always long to see
Now bursting through Your very dainty skin.

When You have made a star in its nature
Our words roared in awe of You.
When You brought deliverance to Your servants
Our tongue are simply flown with praise.

Lifting the darkness of all mysteries
Enchanted we are before Your very Presence.
Your resounding splendor I behold deeply
Can You hear my supreme wholesome desire?

Yet for once I did not know what to express
So much that as if a muzzle has covered it up.
Asphyxiating me up was the overwhelming toil
Hoping this junction of journey will cease in no time.

✝Affection✝

I’ve decided to post this up since taking a break from all the toil of doing projects even at such late hours. This was written in a much different manner as compared to the past few ones because was just helping someone with some inspiration-cracking, so this was kinda formed upon inspiration and randomness as I give a lending hand. Enjoy.

"Your gentleness your charm taken me over
My spirit relished when it’s just you and me.
Intrigued my senses was your warm presence
Causing me to be head over heels for you.

Taking a solitary stroll along the streets of town
A deep rooted part of my mind elicits longing for you.
Just as how stars are needed to light the sky
Your presence your embrace in my dawn and dusk.

Fully immerse in your promised love
Nonchalant I am of what I was.
Savoring the taste of your sweetness
So abandoned I am to that heavenly dream.

Through the tranquility of aimless sauntering
An extrinsic truth slowly finds its worth.
For you alone I have predilection for
Pledging never to take a step back from you.

With changes I warped my perspective of you
Yet as you draw near anticipation harness within me.
Yielding the long awaited fruit of our affection
So thrust into I lost myself in the world of you."

✝'Packaged' Smile✝

Evening slowly approach
In the inky darkness I no longer see.
A sudden urge to make a wish -
A wish on a reachable falling star.

Always racing against time
It has gotten me so breathless.
With all that was expected
Hoping to just take a step back.

Let your ray constantly shine
‘Coz I’m afraid the shadow will darken.
As penetrative as it can be
Let it not expand within me.

Standing in such cold rain
Will you just wash this painful dream away?
A small hand clenching yours
Hold on me tightly as you would.

Wrapping all grieves in a package of smiles
It doesn’t always appear the way it seems.
In this embrace when everything seems bleak
Can I send you my message of tears?